Akhir Zaman

Alhamdulillah, my regression results seems to be according to my hypothesis. Thanks for my dear Prof for his suggestions. Jonkoping conference pon dah register dah..... Credit card papa pon dah guna dah utk booking hotel. Hopefully before kenduri Nawal, boleh la submit paper tu.

N dah discuss ngan Justin regarding my intro and conceptual model. Its a rather broad discussion. But I did scope it down to some of the details. Furthermore, he suggested me further reading. Among other things that we've discussed which is very interesting is neo liberalism and he scoped it down to thatcherism and reaganism. It all happened during the reign of MArgeret Thatcher and Ronald reagen regardingthe concept of Free market. The way justin wanted me to relate it to religion specificallt Islam is something to think about. Memang menarik, aku mmg suka baca pasal neo conservatism. So, my argument is this... neo conservative notion of economy is of course for all the material purposes is not all accurate. Despite all the material goal people still have the conscience for salvation. Of course, if we are againts that, thatcherists will acuse us of having Marxist ideology. Yet again, Religion is the opiate of all masses :) huh pening tp seronok.

A horrid day to insult our loved one

One of the first thing we hear since our birth is his name. Instead of our parents’ name, we hear his name first. We were nurtured to love him and respect him. He is our model of perfection. How would you feel if your parents were insulted? Yet alone Him. How would you feel if stupid ignorant idealist freaks depicted the picture or drawings of your parents for the world to see in a very humiliating way.

Who’s fault is it?. I always believe that Stupid disrespectful idealist freaks will always be stupid disrespectful idealist freaks. The fault is on us! And our Government!.

Why are we still buying their products? Of course things like computers, books I mean the things that we can’t live without we can rule it out BUT the petty things which have lots of alternatives like clothes, shoes and fast-food. We need to show to the world that we mean business through our consumer power. We are the 2^nd largest population in the world cant we show the “real” compassion towards our loved one? . Participating in mass protest doesn’t really work, it will just show the world that we are barbaric trouble makers.

How about government who claims to love “Him”. Why don’t you expel the diplomats?. Why are the governments still trading oil to these countries?. Clearly, greed can compromise the insult to our loved one.

Kiyamam Sana

Atas desakan daripada peminat2 setia terpaksa laaa aku mengupdate blog aku poyo. At this very moment aku tgh tunggu solat subuh pastu baru nak tido. Coz subuk masuk pkl 3:45am kalau tak silap…..Nie baru abis lepak di Drie Gesuisters(Three Sisters) . It’s the biggest place to hang out in Groningen. It’s a combination of restaurant where u can get the finest cuisine, Bar, Tempat utk berjoget lambak and simply a place where there are comfortable leather chair for everybody to chill out during the weekends. The special attraction is the ice Bar, best gak, tp sejuk giler aaa… Semua buat drp ice, kerusi meja, dinding semua buat ngan ice. But my friends and I just hang out at the common area where there were nice comfy sofa and we had drinks and talk about what are our plans, what we’ve done this week and shit(literally).

Oh yeah b4 I forget, I’m starting to use this thingy terpengaruh ngan pire agaknya

I really love this open conversation with nice expensive drink, non alcoholic of course. Jumpa pulak geng Czech n Korean, pastu depa pon join skali. There were like 13 of us from different cultures and background. It was fun.

Well, before we went to lepak at Drie Gesuisters, we went to this exquisite Italian restaurant. I think it was my first time in Europe in a decent Italian restaurant. Nice Ambiance, fancy table cloth and expensive wooden chair and table. Its like being in little Italy. There were nice Italian sculptures patung bogel tayang pungkoq and pictures of Italian landscape. Yang best to aku duduk diantara gadis Italian yang sempoi gilerr. Depa nak mintak discount la kunun tp chess! Tak dapat . I ordered seafood pizza and it was AWFUL. Dah la masin!! Tp nak buat mcm mana Sumbat je la coz it costs 10.25eur…

But during the dinner was the best part. Macam besa we were kutuking each other. Bila mai tang aku of course they’ll talk about my obsession with Turkish gurls in front of 2 beautiful Turkish gurls. Hurmmm merah padam aaa… Tp tak kisaaah. I dunno, sejak aku mai Europe nie perasaan malu nie menghilang.

Claudio: Ziad! Cammon man sing some Turkish song for the Turkish gurls Maan!

Aku pon nyanyi laa lagu Golmez Olsun pergh depa suka kooot! Perasan siap amik video lagi. Haha.. Pastu Italian gurls nyanyi lagi Eros Ramzotti aku pon singalong jugaaak. Kira, our table paling havoc… Imagine, there were 10 of us in the Ristorante de Italiano and 3 of us were singing. And I reckon the waitresses were expecting that we will be making a lot of noise so they seated us at a quite secluded place. Oh yeah and it was an opportunity for me to semayang maghrib. Selamba jaaa.. amik wuduk, pastu hampar jacket n semayang je lah tepi meja tu, mintak tlg Claudio tunggu. When there is a will, there is a way.

Vincas, Paola and my hand
Burcu, Nilai n Kathy

Paola on my left and her sis Frencie

Donmez Olsun

Bila Jatuh Cinta ngan Awek Turkey.....

dönmez olsun dönmez olsun
sensiz bu dünya dönmez olsun
sönmez olsun sönmez olsun
içimdeki ates sönmez olsun

bu sarki bizim olsun
askimiz sonsuz olsun
gönlümün pinarinda adin ceylanim olsun

görmez olsun görmez olsun
sensiz bu gözlerim görmez olsun
sevmez olsun sevmez olsun
kalbim baskasini sevmez olsun

bu sarki bizim olsun
askimiz sonsuz olsun
gönlümün pinarinda adin ceylanim olsun

geçmez olsun geçmez olsun
sensiz bu ömrüm geçmez olsun
gelmez olsun gelmez olsun
ayrilik bize gelmez olsun

bu sarki bizim olsun
askimiz sonsuz olsun
gönlümün pinarinda adin ceylanim olsun

Beshummm Doniyorr!!

Al- Naqba

Marilah kita sama-sama memperingati peristiwa Al-Naqba. Peristiwa penyembelihan abang2 dan kakak kita di Tanah Palestine.

Nie la dinding apartheid yang menyusahkan saudara2 kita di sana
Insyaallah saudara2 kita akan dapat kembali ke tanah air mereka. Kunci ini simbol kepulangan mereka.

Gambar ihsan Frenchie

Kerja Gila Di Rotterdam

Just to finish up our discount tickets we've decided to rotterdam. The journey was around 3 n a haf hour. Well, the thing is when travelling in groups, its not boring. We had a joyful 3n a half hours of Kutuking and disturbing each other. KAwan tu usik kawan nie kawan nie usik kawan tu.

Yup saja testing upload video.

Claudio was juggling, and I put something in Franchie's nose after that. Seb baik dia tak marah haha. Anyway, In rotterdam, banyak giler turkisg chicks wee. I was fallin in love every 2 minutes(Tolga sed the same thing when he was in Rome)

About rotterdam, besides the turkish chicks, there was alot of ultra modern buildings. Nothing special actually. Rasa macam dok kat KL. But the Doner shops are really cheap and Halal. Aku apa lagi.. makan sampai tak ingat dunia aaaa best giler. Although I've made some cucoq ikan as bekal, I didn't really eat the cucoq ikan, istead I ate all the available Halal food in stores like Doner, lahmahcun etc,

Nak tergelak pon ada tgk gelagat member2. Ada a group of motorcycles bawak peti ais penuh ngan Beer. Tudia masing2 pakat2 dok hambat(kejar) Motor tuu. Siap tahan tengah jalan lagi. Dah la tu, siap motor tu buat memacam stunt n lari daripada kami. Actually its an add campaign by Gholcg beer company. You cant buy the beer, but only exchange it with warm beer. Pretty catchy huh. Hehe tp mende tu tetap haraaam.

Nie nak tangkap gambar cam merenung masa depan la konon... Terus diganggu oleh jebon2 terhormat nie. Hurmmm

Yesss you know what I meaan.

Bad move

Aku dah e-mail dah dekat prof.... Ok meeting friday 1-2.... Nie Allah betui-betui nak menguji keimanan aku. Prof mai lewat sket, pastu dia jumpa Ann dulu.... Aku dok laaa berlari naik turun tangga so dat aku bole jumpa prof dulu dan bole gi semayang jumaat pukul 2. Jenguk dalam ofis Ann tgk proff ada situ, aku senym kat depa pastu dia kata

"See you in half an hour"

O.k, so tak pee aa kot miss sikit khutbah..... bukannya miss semayang...

After half n hour aku gi jenguk kat ofis depa, tanya ann, Where's prof, he's down stairs at my office... pastu aku larii pulak turun bawah.. tgk Jengtao tangkap prof dulu... Aisehh prof discuss2 dgn mangkuk ayun tu pulak. PAstu baru prof cakap kat aku

"Ok noww, lets talk about religion"

Hurmmm dalam hati aku, nak cakap ke dak, nak cakap keeee dak, pasal semayang Jumaat... hurmmh aku tak cakap pon.

We kept discussing.... Funny how Allah Maha pengampun dan maha mengasihani... Aku mcm lagi takut ngan prof dr Maha pencipta... Isyyy tak buat dah... Taubat... Lenkali aku mesti habaq kat prof kata, aku nak kene gi semayang Jumaat. Allah still bukak hati prof utk tolong aku dalam paper Jonkoping dan Allah still, bukak hati prof untuk suka kerja aku.... Tobat aku tak buat dah perangai huduh macam tu.